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[May. 24th, 2004|10:36 pm] |
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i have a new journal, lildancebabe so ill be writing in there from now on |
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| tonight |
[May. 14th, 2004|11:24 pm] |
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well lets see it was an amazing day today, it was so nice out!! i went over to Erichs and had an amazing time, i love hanging out with him and then we went to the rink and Kelly Butler was there!! i haven't seen her in forever so i taled to her and Christine for like 30 mins! It was hgood to see you girls again! So tomorrow going to Erich's again and his Grandma is making ribs!! Yum Yum!! And Sunday Weston and Rob? and other ppl are comming to his house to put the dock in and i am thinking that i am gonna bring them my dip that everyone loves for freezing there ass of in the water. Tomorrow Erich and I are going golfing! i am excited because i havent been golfing in forever! Hopefully it will be nice so we can swin also in Lori's amazingly nice pool!! im out for now........Erich I Love You! |
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| doing what i should have done a long time ago!! |
[May. 13th, 2004|02:54 pm] |
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hey everyone!
wow so today i finally did it, i told megan what an ass i think she is because she really is! God just the fucking comments she makes to me and she was never supportive in anything i did so whatever. and its like every time she says she will call she is always to busy babysitting or whatever. And she was all like whenever you call you talk non stop for like 20 mins and all i say is "yeah" and "uh huh" and she was like i really dont care about what you have to say or what who ever did or what some one said and she has known me for like 3 years and Erich has known me for a year and a half and it doesnt bother him.........Its the fucking way i am deal with it and By The Way Meg, You did the same thing to me when you and Dumb Ass, Jamie where "dating" *Rolling On the Floor Laughing.* And i know that you have other friends besides me but guess what i have other friends besides you why dont you stop being jealous cuz you always get mad and pissed off when i hang out with someone other than you because you sit your ass home! I am kinda glad im getting out of here to get away from her i only wish i could bring 1 person with me My ERICH!! He is so amazing, he left me a message on my voice mail and i started crying it was so sweet! our 1 and a half year anniversary is in like 17 days!! |
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| Mother's Day |
[May. 9th, 2004|05:20 pm] |
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hey,
Today is Mother's Day and i got my mom Chicken Soup For the Mother and Daughter's Soul and he car detailed! Erich called me and him and his mom are coming over for a lil while cuz he needs something from me and we are gonna ask then to stay because we are getting pizza from Pensebene's and we get a free one with our card at my family cant eat two bug pizza's so i am gonna see if they wanna stay? so anywayz..........last night Erich, Christy and I went out for a drive and ended up at Applebee's for an appetizer! We had fun. im out for now |
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| stuff on my mind? |
[May. 6th, 2004|09:28 pm] |
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ok i really havent written lately? so anywayz, my parents have vacations planned and stuff but i really only wanna go to two.........My cousin's graduation party up in Pittsburg which i was gonna ask my mom if Erich could go but doesnt seem like that is gonna happen and in July to my Cousin's swearing in Ceremony in Dc......He is gonna become Ambassador to A little town in Africa! but they wanna go to Florida which Erich wanted to come but i havent talked to him about it lately? and they wanna go to Las Vegas which i dont want to do. Friends Series Finally is on tonight and its so funny because my sister has 2 friends over and my sister never watches it and i find it funny because she cried and she was 2 when it started! oh well. My parents are put to dinner and we got Chinese food and it made me really sick! i think im out for now? maybe i'll write later? Comment Please |
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| *Missing Him* |
[May. 3rd, 2004|09:09 am] |
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so Erich and I broke up and it sucks but i know he will be happier without me. I Miss Him Terribly. So last night he broke the news and all last night i threw up cuz there is like an empty hole in my stomach. im out for now.
*Missing Him Terribly*
someone please comment |
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| i feel horrible |
[Apr. 27th, 2004|11:46 pm] |
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I went to see my phycoligist today and i couldnt stop talking about how much i really really love Erich and it pretty much got to the point that she was like trying to change the subject and everytime i relayed it with Erich and i could tell she was getting annoyed but its like i cant stop thinking about him, he is amazing and i love him to death! He treats me amazing and he makes me smile and laugh so much and i get these butterflies in my stomach everytime i am with him or i talk about him, i have necer had this feeling and it feels amazing! I love his family they are great and all of his friends are nice. My parents love him too and my dad sees him as a son or at least treats him like that!! :-* :-* |
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| A Lot Has Happened |
[Apr. 26th, 2004|09:47 am] |
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I haven't written in a long time! A lot has happened. i have been in a really really good mood lately and im not really sure why? Last Wednesday was Cutris' birthday so i brought him brownies cuz he turned 18!! Christy came home last Tuesday and left Friday and is commin home again tomorrow!! our trampoline will be up today hopefully? Yesterday i went to a LCM (Lutheran Campus Minestries) 90th anniversary party and had an awesome time! I brought Erich and there where two girls there that liked him and i found it really funny because they kept giving me dirty looks and shit it was so fucking funny. Friday is 17 months and im so excited!! My birthday is in a long ass time and im PISSED i want it to be June soon!! So i really need a job and im putting an appication in at the hospital because i know ppl there but also i know ppl that want me to work at camp all sumer and im not really sure that i want to do that because it will probably get boring and also i will miss everyone because its all the way out in Clevland, New York. So i need to make my mind up soon? And i would miss the fair so i really don't know what to do? |
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| EVERYTHING |
[Apr. 6th, 2004|07:59 pm] |
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haven't written in a long time.......i've been busy i guess or just dont want to write what im thinking cuz there is a lot going on, i have been really happy lately cuz im back with Erich but also at the same time im really pissed because Saturday i had a party to go to and a lot of shit happened there and its gotten to the point that im numb to pain, i dont feel comfortable around them except for three of them. i am deffinetly not going to Vermont. God Erich is amazing.....he has been there through it all and stronger than i have. ill write later |
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[Mar. 31st, 2004|09:53 pm] |
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hey everyone, so alot has happened this weekend and this week so far! i went to Washington DC to visit a friend and help her move and i left Friday and was supposed to come home Saturday but i came home Tuesday because i was getting really depressed with things that where happening in my life at that time, I have GREAT news though. Erich and I are back together and i am trying to change alot because i love him with all my heart. Even though we took a month break we are keeping our anniversary so yesterday was our 16 month anniversary :-D, i talked to megan last night and she is so excited for me. Tomorrow Megan and I are going to a dance recital thing at the Holiday Inn which will be cool but i cant wait til April 10th because Erich and I are going to see Cinderella!!!!!!!!!! He is such a great guy, he will do anything for me and i will do anything for him, Erich i love you :-* |
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| starting over |
[Mar. 25th, 2004|08:19 pm] |
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hey everyone,
so i am starting my journal all over again because i really didnt know whatto say when i first started it. So last night i had dance class and i had a 3 hour ballet class, and hour of hip hop, and an hour of stretch so im so sore. I was thinking of taking a shower because i was gonna catch a plane at 6 in the morning but instead im catching a plane at 3 in the afternoon!! so i am gonna shower tomorrow, i feel really dirty though, lol! im really tired so im thinking of going to bed soon but i dunno i doubt i will. Lizzi |
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| Erich |
[Mar. 25th, 2004|07:53 pm] |
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So a year and a half ago i met this guy Erich and our relationship was amazing and i ended really srewing it up, he was amazing in every way, he was was everything i could have asked for i felt so comfortable around him. He was amazing he got me everything i asked for even when i didnt expect to get anything, we went through alot and it took a toll on our relationship but nothing was more of a toll than me hurting him like i did |
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